It's been a long time since I've felt this way
I thought it all had gone away
Although I try to fight it
I search for my confident
To tell them that I've gone astray
I kneel down at the scene
As I watch myself beside me
Although I can relate
I have to gather my strength, to get up and leave
Breaking myself apart, I've come to the low
Pieces of me spill on the floor
Mop up the sadness of life that leads the way
Evermore, captivate
This seems like such a game
Over and over, it's all the same
I want to run and hide, I'm the one who can't decide
Between the path of righteousness and shame
Sit and try to think of why I'm caught in this stupidity
This time it's gonna end
And you're gonna have to fend for yourself alone
Breaking myself apart, I've come to the low
Pieces of me spill on the floor
Mop up the sadness with light that leads the way
Evermore, captivate
If I dove in the water head first, would I float?
Or would I sink, forgetting what I wrote?
I'll scratch this in a letter so I can remember
I've already been through hell
Breaking myself apart, I've come to the low
Pieces of me spill on the floor
Mop up the sadness with light that leads the way
Evermore, captivate
Evermore, captivate
Evermore, captivate