Suicide Thougts (feat. 6o)
RXWDY
Back when I was young, I always felt like I was nothing
Then you came around and made me feel like something
It was great at first I must admit it had me buzzing
But when you left I lost myself, I am exhausted
Yeah, bitch, I know that this shit’s not real
That’s just the way that it feels
Suicidal thoughts while I'm grippin’ the wheel
Way she left me, yeah it kills
I need to take time to go and heal
Find myself and make a deal
You ain’t been here, you ain’t get the appeal
Knife in my neck yeah sounds ideal
Yeah, you can get it little baby, maybe
Sippin’ on some getting crazy, wavy
Hazy in the head but I'm crazy in the bed
Fuckin’ on lil shorty but I'm better off dead
Better off dead, I don’t know how to win
Think I'm losin’ my head, turn to a mess
Straight hard to digest
Heart turned into hell what should’ve been the best
Way too stressed right now, I think I'm overheating
Heating
Need some relief right now, barely breathing
Breathing
Pop one pop two better by the evening
I know it’s the worst way for me to grieve things
No clear path, I don’t know what I'm seeking
No clear path, I don’t know what I'm seeking
Back when I was young, I always felt like I was nothing
Then you came around and made me feel like something
It was great at first I must admit it had me buzzing
But when you left I lost myself, I am exhausted
Yeah, bitch, I know that this shit’s not real
That’s just the way that it feels
Suicidal thoughts while I'm grippin’ the wheel
Way she left me, yeah it kills
I need to take the time to go and heal
Find myself and make a deal
You ain’t been here, you ain’t get the appeal
Knife in my neck yeah sounds ideal
Baby, this how it feels
Grippin’ on the wheel
Baby, I need to heal
Get the appeal