I Wanted to Believe
Patrícia Scoralick
I wanted to believe you would always be there
But life had other plans
I let myself get trapped in this routine
One they said was meant for my growth
I felt so small
Utterly insignificant
I couldn't give you one last hug
Look, I understand if you left
Feeling so disappointed in me
Know that my tears
Aren't just from sadness
I can't quite explain it
There is so much held inside
I don't even know if, one day
It will be possible for anyone to put it into words
I didn't want this process of growing up
To change me so much that I lost myself
I was so foolish to believe
That you would always be there
I have nowhere left to run
When the sky seems to be falling
Your gaze and your embrace are gone
As are the wise words that used to rebuild me
I felt so small
Utterly insignificant
I couldn't give you one last hug
I didn't want this process of growing up
To change me so much that I lost myself
I was so foolish to believe that you would always be there
I didn't want this process of growing up
To change me so much that I lost myself
I was so foolish to believe that you would always be there