19.25
Naerion
I was nineteen, and the map felt new
Every street had a way of leading back to you
We were reckless from the rush of the start
I handed you the keys to a wide-open heart
I was learning how to see, how to leave, how to breathe
But you don't notice time until it starts to leave
The scene went quiet, the lights came down
You can't go back to who I was then
Now you're back with a voice from a ghost
Trying to drink to the years we lost
You talk like time is a glitch in the frame
But I'm not that boy you kept in your game
Don't ask for a rewind like it's easy to do
Don't ask for a rewind like it's easy to do
I'm living a life that has nothing to do with you
I was nineteen, but I outgrew that room
You're looking for flowers in a sealed-up tomb
We lived every second, we burned through the floor
But I'm so much bigger than the kid you adored
The scenery shifted, the borders have grown
I'm a different version of everything I've known
Don't insist
The past is just a tourist
Don't insist
You don't know me like this
You keep talking like we're caught in a loop
While I built a skyline from the things I outgrew
The windows we shattered, I learned to replace
I stopped calling survival a phase
You want the comfort of a version of me
That died so the rest of me could finally breathe
I've taken the hits, I've learned where I fit
And it's not in the shape where your memory sits
Now you're back with a voice from a ghost
Trying to drink to the years we lost
You talk like time is a glitch in the frame
But I'm not that boy you kept in your game
Don't ask for a rewind like it's easy to do
Don't ask for a rewind like it's easy to do
I'm living a life that has nothing to do with you
I was nineteen, but I outgrew that room
You're looking for flowers in a sealed-up tomb
We lived every second, we burned through the floor
But I'm so much bigger than the kid you adored
The scenery shifted, the borders have grown
I'm a different version of everything I've known
It's not out of anger, it's not out of spite
I just don't fit in that old light
I keep the memories on a shelf in the back
But I'm not turning around just to step into that
I became the wind
You're still waiting for the rain
Don't ask for a rewind like it's easy to do
Don't ask for a rewind like it's easy to do
I'm living a life that has nothing to do with you
I was nineteen, but I outgrew that room
You're looking for flowers in a sealed-up tomb
We lived every second, we burned through the floor
But I'm so much bigger than the kid you adored
The scenery shifted, the borders have grown
I'm a different version of everything I've known
Don't insist
The past is just a tourist
Don't insist
You don't know me like this