flatlines
DEFOCUS
Wait for my body till it flatlines
Everything inside me is dead
You should avoid me, I'm a fucking wreck
Let me feel the pain
To make me at least feel something
If I am cursed to not feel anything
I did never really get why I just never had no consciousness
And why I didn't perceive it
One hand on the ground
And the other one at the trigger
I live a fucking curse
Let me feel pain, make me feel alive
Wait for my body till it flatlines
I give it up
And I feel so dead inside
Just wanna feel one thing
To feel my body as it flatlines
I give it up
And I feel so dead inside
I've given up, I've given up on this
Everything around me is dead
Turning around and lay my body to rest
Feel the increase of pain
As I increase the pace of the beating
Push me to my limits
As I pass control away
And just give me another minute
To watch my skin turn grey
All I see is red before my eyes roll back
And turn everything into this pitch dark black
Drag me down
Until I'm left alone in death
Let me feel my final breath
Hit on my body till I collapse
Hear the resonance of pain subdue
The rhythm of the pulse in my veins
Wait for my body till it flatlines
I give it up
And I feel so dead inside
Just wanna feel one thing
To feel my body as it flatlines
I give it up
And I feel so dead inside
I've given up, I've given up on this
Watch my body as it flatlines