How U Feel
Ashton Edminster
I think about you all the time, babe, 24/7
I wish that you could say the same, but
It’s not ever mutual
No, it's just the usual
I care too much
You don’t care enough
I'm kinda used to it by now
I don’t expect return
I willingly allow myself to
Give what I deserve, it's true
I give it all to you
You don’t seem to care
And it’s not fair
Wish I could tell how you feel
Instead of feeling ignored
If you don’t appreciate me now
Tell me, what am I staying for?
I'm good at acting like I'm fine and
Then I write these songs
But I can get overdramatic
And I'm the one who's wrong sometimes (I'm wrong sometimes)
But if you could reply
Just once, that'd be enough
I respect that you have a life and
You know I've got mine too
But did it ever cross your mind that
A part of my life is you?
I know my doubt can take control
Need you to say that we’re okay
Wish I could tell how you feel
Instead of feeling ignored
If you don’t appreciate me now
Tell me, what am I staying for?
What am I staying for?
I put in way too much effort
Guess you thought that you could let her
Even that wasn't enough to make you stay
And I can't help but feel so stupid
And I know that I'll get through this
But we both know I didn't want it to end this way
And it's crazy 'cause I thought you'd be the rest of my whole life
And I hate that, in reality, you didn't even wanna try
And I hate that I know that my heart will end up more broken than yours will ever be
And it's crazy 'cause we both know that I really deserved the best
But it makes me so mad 'cause I knew you were capable of that
But you convinced yourself that you were not
And at the end of the day, that's not my fault