Lima Heights
Andrés Aparicio
There's no way that I'm going out to the bar with you tonight
It's just not very becoming of me today
And I'm so goddamn tired of people asking me
What have you been up to since high school? I heard you went on tour
Did you come back famous?
Fuck no, I didn't I guess you could say
I made up for the money I lost in experience
(I still went out and tried it, didn't I?)
I'm driving back to the suburbs with indifference to everyone
Who thinks they have an opinion
(You still stayed home and drowned yourself in wine)
I think we're over past due on a revenue
I'm starting to believe less and less in celebrating without accomplishment
Maybe its so that you need me as much as I need you
You'll find out slow that you need me as much as I need you
Are we real friends or am I an accessory?
A friend is a gift that you give yourself until your enemies
Yeah, I see how it is must we justify our friendship through a pic in the mirror?
Verify it by cyber strangers my dignity is in major danger
Maybe its a blessing in disguise that we don't see eye to eye anymore
I don't feel like touching that much anymore, I'd rather talk
And I don't feel like drinking that much anymore
I'd rather think about what's in store in my future
Shit I should have probably gone to college
Instead of shows and racking up the mileage
I know those diy venues and shows littered in pbrs was lots of fun
I had no intention of doing that for too long, I had to take it back to the 661
Last night in downtown bakersfield at 3am I blew a 09 and spent the night in jail
It's not supposed to be like this, for God sakes I was an honor role student from stockdale
Its not supposed to be like this, I pray they never find out what I send in the mail
It's not supposed to be like this, a young boy doing crazy shit I'd better never fail
Somehow I don't mind that I fucked up so hard, life just keeps going
Somehow I don't mind that I fucked up so hard, life just keeps going