Where Is My Mind?
Ulises Konishi
Yeah
Yeah
Sitting on the driveway, chewing on my gum
Staring at the mess and the damage that I've done
They're searching for the culprit, knocking on the door
While I'm just counting dust on the kitchen floor
Yeah
I did it, I broke it, I threw it all away
And now I'm too bored to care about what they say
My mind is a playground where the lights went dead
And I'm just laughing at the ghosts inside my head
They want me to feel sorry, want me on my knees
Begging for forgiveness, saying pretty please
But the pressure is rising and my chest feels tight
I'm defensive and angry, ready for a fight
You judge my reaction but you don't know the strain
Of keeping a smile while you're driving me insane
I'm still standing here, staring at the wall
Waiting for the sky and the ceiling to fall
Now I walk through the city with my hands in my vest
No friends in the shadow, no peace in my chest
I see the fake faces under midnight skies
Looking for a profit, telling pretty lies
But I stay in my lane, let the engine just idle
I don't need a savior, I don't need a title
Moving through the pavement, keeping it cold
Smiling at the secrets that will never be told
It's a beautiful madness, a quiet display
Of a mind that just decided to wander away
Whispers in the alley, the cold in my bones
A neighborhood story about breaking the stones
The sirens are coming, the lights turning red
But I'm sinking in the couch with a heavy head
Watching how the pieces fall out of line
Yeah
I ruined everything
But the view is fine
Where is my mind?
Listen to the beat
My stomach kinda hurts
Yeah
But keep it silent
Nothing left to say